day... oh shit, fell off the wagon

Sigh... I fell off the wagon. I fell of it hard. I had, up until a week ago, been doing quite well but work has been getting increasingly stressful and so I have been dipping into the chocolates. I have a thing about sugar. When I don't have it for awhile, I am good. I don't crave it, but boy do I crave it when I start to have it again.
And I know better. Sugar makes me feel sick. I can have a little but more than a few squares of chocolate and I feel ill and have to drink a lot of water. Of course, that doesn't stop me. I think I need to give myself another talking to.
Also, my period is set to arrive this Wednesday - like clockwork thanks to the pill. I am bloated, my poor lower stomach is puffier than usual, and I was craving chocolate this weekend. I have indulged. The block is gone. Now, the 'just say no' campaign begins anew. Say 'no' to Karen's amazing baking, say 'no' to the lollies that I still have from Christmas, say 'no' to snacks and say yes to homemade lunches, fruit, and dinners with some kind of potion control.
I have been wobbling though. So that is one small victory.
The other is that this Wednesday hockey training starts. I have paid my fees so there is no turning back. I got to make the most of it. Paying for it!
I also booked the coastal challenge 17km walk for this weekend. I have never trained for it yet and I had plans that this year I would, but before I knew it, it was this weekend and I had not done a single thing.
My goal is to get over the finish line in under three hours. I have never made it to prizegiving before, so it would be good to do so this year. I am to set off at 10am. Prizegiving is at 1pm. I can do that. I think. It will also give me a chance to try out my gps unit and see how it tracks. Probably need to look that up before Saturday.
Well, that is me. I am going to bed. I have a headache from all that is happening at the moment. I need to get on top of work. I think I might even take a day off work - mental health is starting to be affected. Couldn't even get up the energy to smile. I felt like a grumpy ol' bitch face teacher today. Luckily most of my students have shit days too they can't really cast those stones.